How do you execute unconditional love and forgive when your son has rejected you?
It is a process of back and forth, forgetting, forgiving and moving on. It is a moment by moment work that is painful and necessary at the same time.
My Heart To Yours
I am speaking from the heart. I know what you are going through, and I can talk to your heart. Your soul that aches every day to have the son you use to have.
I know that your heart yearns to have a relationship of love and laughter with your son like it was before.
But that time is gone and a new day has dawned. How do you keep going every day and deal with the loss and regret?
I can let you know how I have done it, and give you strength and hope for the future. I have spent so much time thinking about this issue that I feel I can speak freely and give it to you straight.
Please give me a moment to say that this post is for you. It is not for me to moan and groan or tell you what has happened. It doesn’t matter what took place, but only how do you get through the days ahead.
His Heart Is In You
You may have given birth to your son, or he may have come into your life differently. The pain is still the same. It is one that affects the heart and every core fiber in your body and spiritual world.
It smothers you and causes sleepless nights. You wonder how can a person you have loved and shown love toward do things to cause you pain.
Why Is This Happening?
Your son is not doing this to cause you pain. The world revolves around him and not how you feel. He is not thinking clearly because of drugs or criminal actions, involvement with an unhealthy person, or a warped perception.
He believes you are here to take care of him, or you are here to harm him. Your son could be sane and persuaded the wrong way, for he could be mentally unstable.
Again, the real reason is not the issue. You have to stop trying to figure out what the reason is. Knowing the cause does not change the outcome. Your son is no longer in your life because of the choices he made.
He chose to go down the wrong path or listen to another that is untruthful. You did not hold his hand and lead him in this direction, and you can not lead him out of this path.
Your son is not doing this to cause you pain. The world revolves around him and not how you feel. He is not thinking clearly
You will need to break the ties to protect yourself and attempt to elicit responsibility from him with the use of tough love. You can not change him. He will have to decide to change himself.
If your son has rejected you, then you may want to attempt to repair the relationship. But again, you cannot force him to mend a relationship with you.
Here in this article, I am going to dig deeper into a son who has rejected you for any number of reasons.
- You beg: It hurts, and you can not understand what has happened, so you resort to begging your son to stop this behavior. You can’t believe it has happened, so you continue to communicate with him any way you can, which will only intensify the rejection.
2. You ask him to explain what you did wrong. If he has rejected you, then you must have done something wrong. Why else would he do this?
3. You give up all self-respect and drop all boundaries to reach your son. You will do almost anything to have the relationship you had before.
4. You blame yourself for everything. It must have been the mistakes you made that caused this problem.
- Treatment: you become angry because of the way he treated you. You blame him for what has happened.
- You raised him: you roll the situation over in your mind minute by minute. You don’ even understand what happened, but the anger comes in waves. How dare he do this to you when you tried to so hard to protect him and raise him the best you could.
- Never Repaired: What if you or he dies before you reconcile? You are mad because you know he doesn’t think of these things. You don’t want him to feel guilty because of wasted time.
- Control: You know he is making a big mistake, but you can not control the outcome, and it makes you angry
Then one day, you wake up, and you have peace. How did that happen?
- Forgiveness: You have forgiven in your heart. You forgave you, and you have forgiven your son.
- Reasons don’t matter: you realize that the reasons this all happened are not the issue, nor will it change any of the problems.
3. Change: you know you can not change another person. That person has to want to forgive and change. He has to want to be a part of your life. You can not force him to accept who you are.
4. Respect: you regain respect for yourself. You did the best you can, and for anyone to treat you as poorly as he did is not a reflection on who you are.
5. Letting go. Your son is not yours to keep. He was yours for a time and has chosen not to be in your life. Turn him over to the Lord in prayer.
- You always carry hope in your heart that one day he will call or show up on your doorstep, but you do not dwell on it.
- You know if the Day of Reconciliation comes, you will forgive and forget and accept him back into your fold.
You have to go through the process that I did. But with my experience here written out for you to see, maybe, you can move through your initial reaction and anger to acceptance and hope.
Acceptance and hope will give you the peace that you crave. It does not give you answers. You may never have the answer, but you will live your life to the fullest. Even without your son, you can move forward and live.
Please remember, do not stoop so low that you allow your son to steal your self-respect. Do not accept all of the guilt and responsibility for the choice he made. Do not let him treat you poorly.
You raised him to the best of your ability, and he can forgive you for your mistakes just like anyone else in this world. Forgiveness is a choice and not a mandatory part of life.
Making that choice is something he has to do individually and set apart from you and your actions.
I made it sound a bit easier than it is. I know you hurt, and I know how painful it is. But if you let it go, you will still be OK, and you will again breathe in the air around you.
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